Old People and Thunderstorms

Hello Everyone. How are you today? Good I hope. If you read my last post you will know I am trying hard to stay happy with what I have rite now and look for the good in things. I am still doing this, and I have noticed some more things in my life that I need to appreciate more.

There is a storm coming in tonight. I am so happy that we are finally getting some cloud coverage and some rain, It's been way to hot these last few weeks. I love it when it rains. When ever I find that special girl, we will snuggle on the porch and watch the storm. That sounds kinda girly but I don't even care. That is what I want.

Well I got on my old computer today to look for some photos I needed. Nostalgia was kind of kicking in today so I wanted to go back and look all the pictures of me and my buddies. I was enjoying all the fun pictures of us from years ago when I stumbled upon a folder called "R+S"  I wasn't sure what this folder was so out of curiosity I decided to open it and see what was inside of it. To my surprise it was a folder full of pictures of Rachel and I. Now I get it, the folder name R+S (Rachel and Spencer) I was kind of shocked. So I started to look through them. I found lots of pictures of us doing all sorts of things. . I really didn't know what to think. I wasn't sad, I wasn't happy. Just in a neutral state of being. After a little bit I closed the folder and continues what I was doing. I found some old song I wrote, Man I write some really weird things hahaha I sent a few of them to my friend Cody. Well as I was getting off the computer I thought that I should delete that folder of pics of us. But me having ADHD I got distracted and forgot, so I guess that means I need to go back and do it later.

I also was able to drive my new car today, It was nice to get out of the house and do things on my own. But after I get home and hang out for a while I decide to go back out, but now the car wont start. I  think its just the battery, or the oil. I saw the oil light on. I guess I will have to go get some oil later this week. I also visited Kyle today at his work and to my surprise I found out that an old pal of mine works there too. what a small world! So I guess my younger sister Celeste is going to a alternative High school so she can be on track to graduate. She is also moving to my dads house this weekend. What a big change for her. I am kind of bummed out because We are finally becoming more chill with each other and now she is moving. It will be good for her to go to a new school and a new house. I know she will like it once she gets used to it.

Hmm I wanna say that I miss having someone around to love, but I am still looking for all the good in my life rite now. I am happy that I have good friends and a nice family. Speaking of family my sister and brother in law are coming up tomorrow! I am so excited to hang out with them again.
Well I guess  I will end with this

I may be alone. But I am not lonely. I enjoy time by myself. It's something I had to learn this summer. It's okay to be alone. In fact I am enjoying it more and more now don't get me wrong I love to do things with my friends but when I am not with them I do enjoy sitting here in my room listing to music. I think it's a good way to catch my self and really think about things. But one day I wont have to spend every night alone. I am looking forward to that. I guess you call me a hopeless romantic :P and way I guess that's it for today.
I hope you all have a great weekend!

-Spencer