to whom it may concern

Is it hard to just give me a little support.
Instead of fighting me and getting mad at me and telling me how much I cant do it, why dont you all just give me encouragement.
I just need some one to help me and love me and encourage me. not yell at me and tell me that its not fair.
cause its not but its what we got, so I have to fix this.

I dont know, I just feel really alone rite now. I have to finish some make up credit packets, and one of them is due in a few weeks and my parents are freaking out at me, and telling me how much Iam going to fall on my face. and my best friend rachel is mad at me.
WELL I AM SORRY I AM SUCH A FOOL

maybe my dad would be happy if I wasnt his son.
My brother steven is soo much better than me, he has good grades, he is skinny, he is a super spiritual guy,
and me I am fat, I have okay grades, and I am just dumb

I am trying to do my best, I get distracted, and yes I shouldn't but every one is different.
and Math is really hard for me to understand,

I am sorry for all the stress I have caused every one.



I just need to be alone, all by myself for a while. I dont wanna make any one upset any more. I am sick of the pain.



so Ill be alone for a while.



-Spencer