and for a moment, there was nothing but silence.

It's a thrill ride, watch as my skin goes tight.
Such a damaging process, its not the only thing I learned over the year.
its so fun pushing over buildings, its so fun destroying everything you touch

my mind is blocked,
FIGHT!
REBEL!
DESTROY!
I cant get those thought out of my head

I have destroyed this whole god forsaken city.
and the only survivor, is the only person I love.
I stare so carefully, at the ruin I have created.
I cant fix this on my own.

Even when everything is fixed, It will never be the same.

how do I explain this mess, how can I take back what I have done.
I took her heart and ripped it in half with my hands before I even knew her.
how can I mend something this detrimental.
How can this be?
its something I cant take.
but something I have to.



I am free man
But freedom doesn't come for free
I am haunted,
I am forgotten
I am a mess

lock me up
and let me take the beatings as they come
I am sorry.
I am sorry.