just an update.

Today is just another day I guess,
I feel like crap, and I guess thats just how it always is.
when will I get to feel good again?
Who knows.

but summer is almost here and thats what I am most exited for. I cant wait to leave the school.
but I might regret saying that when I dont go back to school next year.
Rachel has her life figured out pretty well.\
but I dont think she trusts me enoughl, I am going to try my best to support her when we get married and I think she thinks that me being a teacher wont be enough.
oh well, Ill do the very best I can.
I cant wait for the new august burns red album, its going to be SICK.
any way, I guess I am done writing for today.


-Spencer K,

from my window, the world seems so inocent, from my car window the world is dead.

 A new day, a new hostile debate.
What i hear hurts more than my ears.
A type of fighting that the world has always known, but has destroyed more than mountains.
I have streatched myself a little to thin. evey second is another pandemic.
Just as it selttles another erupts.

to bad that guy in japan cant play with his satan ball

Good morning
I am working on a video for my friends band sweatband.
haha



its coming along great
I get to work today.
I get to not work on friday

life is not bad

see ya

-spencerkimballsullivan

some one I love

Rachel Faith Howard
I can't live with your her.
She is every thing to me. I never new myself until I met her and she showed me how to live.
she showed me how to love.
and how to change.
I love her.
She is all mine. so that means no other boy, OR GIRL can have her.
I love her with all my heart. A single day dosnt go bye where I dont think of her,
she is my one and onle true love.
I love her so much I could cry
I never new what love was till I met her.

Rachel if your reading this.
please know that I love you sooooooooooo much
and your the reason why I am happy
you are my rainbow and my fairy princess.



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!


-love your wizard
spencer kimballo' sullivan


;)

such a giant cell phone

well, here i am.
I feel insecure, and i just wanna cry.
I dont wanna talk about it so please dont ask.
but this weekend is prom and it's going to be great
I am not doing what I planned on doing. so that takes some stress away
My sister moved back to my moms
I feel like I am not wanted.

any way I'll post more later

courtesy of the gypsy's

when my walls come falling down,

and I am lost.

where will you be?

At this point I cant be to sure.

when my walls come falling down

and I cry for help

will you be there?

I only bury myself deeper.

I cant tell when to come out

I cant breath, I cant explain

I just stick to my guns, 

I only wish it wasn't like this.