weird Wednesday.

So today I am going to tell you a story that happened to me Yesterday, Tuesday.

I woke like any other day, I was feeling pretty good. I took a shower and got dressed for my Dentist Appointment I had later that day. I was just going in for a Gum cleaning, in and out in about forty five minutes. This is when things started to get weird. I finally got in the back where they were going to do the cleaning. I casually asked "So what exactly do you have to do today?"
The Dentist Replied "well we are going to drill down to the nerve of your tooth and crush the nerve."
then I said "wait, that sounds like a root canal."
"Exactly, that's what your getting done today."
Needless to say I was pretty speechless. What I thought was going to be a simple little gum cleaning turned into a  friggin root canal! well it was pretty laid back, I didn't feel a thing but still it really surprised me and I thought it was just weird. Hahaha so that was my Tuesday afternoon

what kind of weird stuff has happened to you in the last week that took you by surprise? comment and let me know!!!

The best of the week #1

I am going to start posting  every Saturday and go over the best things that happened during the week.

 Men in black 3,****SPOILER***** that was one of the funniest movies I have seen in a long time. I loved it. will smith is so funny in that movie. I loved the man who played the younger version of K. It really blew my mind that K actually Raised J from when he was a kid and he knew that he had to join the MIB. ahh it was just a grand move. 

I went to a party that night and met some really cool people and saw a lot of very drunk people

I got to hang out with a very good friend of mine, named Ben. we had a very good talk that lasted for a few hours. it started about us talking about Athiests and ended with us talking about something I shouldnt post about ;) 

I made a new vocal cover this week and it turned out way better than I expected. and I also made a new video for my second channel with my friend Cody. I love making videos with him.

I got my hair cut this week and now I finally dont look like some weird kid, I look like a 16 year old school boy. ha I guess its time for me to grow it back out again. I think I look kinda like Gerald from Hey arnold.

I got payed this week which was nice. 

Oh yeah and I had a very nice talk with one of my best friends named Dani, she is a great person to talk to. she is so understanding and so accpeting of me. I love her, she is so nice and such a good friend. nd way those were the highlights of my week

I am trying to make the best of life. its really hard. but ya know you gotta look for the good in all things

-Spencer

missing

I got my hair cut today, and I feel fly like a G6 ;)
but I am doing a lot better than I have been in a long time. It has been nice moving on from rachel. I have been meeting new people and loving every minute of it. I just need to find a pretty girl to take on a date!
So I am getting close to having 1,000 subscribers on my youtube page. I never thought that it would happen. School starts this fall and I want to go full time, which means that I might have to quite my job. I am not to sure yet. My friend Ben is leaving on his mission at the end of the summer. I will miss him. I am with him right now. he is playing League Of legends and singing Justin timberlake. haha Classic Ben.

Life is becoming more real with every day. I feel like I am really living life. It feels good.
I miss my friends, mitch and preston. they are on their missions.

Any way I guess that is all for now. thanks for reading

Herp a derp derp

I need to go to the dentist. my teeth hurt.
so this week has been the most exiting week I have had in a long long time. I went to st george with my friends for a few days.
I feel my self growing up a little bit more. I really want to move out and live on my own, so I dont have to stay in this house that smells like cats, and so she will actually enjoy coming to visit. I dont blame her for not liking it here, I dont even like it here. I just wanna get in a big blankie and watch How I met your mother with her, she keeps telling me how funny it is, so I need to watch it.
The walking dead season 2 finale is tonight, and I am very very exited.
I only have about a month of school left, but ya know It's gone by very fast!
is it wrong to want to be married? like I really do want to be married and have sex. yupp I want to be able to have sex. TMI, I know but ya

Today I am feeling a little better, I got two letters from my best friends so that is always really good.

-Spencer Sullivan

take a deep breath, and button up your shirt.

I set my glasses on the table next to my computer, so I can see life the way god intended me to.

I feel nervous of things that are ahead of me, I dont think people really know how afraid of things I am. I put on this act like I am just a giant loud funny guy, but I am really scared of things. Like People, people scare me. On the outside it looks like I can talk to any one about any thing, but in reality it is hard for me inside.
I worry about her, the one I love. I always wonder what she is doing or what she is thinking. I wonder is she ever stops to think about How I am doing..
Sometimes I feel alone, but I know I am not. but doesn't it always seem like you are in those moments were love fails you, and no is there?
well sometimes I find solace in the fact of being alone. sometimes its nice to not have any one there and you can just be yourself and be left to your thoughts.

Life seems to be moving so fast, but painfully slow at the same time.. I am scared of next fall. she is moving away, and I dont know when I will ever see her. and that scares me. I am going to school full time so that means tons of homework. I will be twenty years old this fall.
every things just seems like a dream. everything feels like I am about to wake up and start my real life, in the city with my future wife in our little apartment..
when will I wake up? maybe when she says "I do"

for those seeing in reverse

man, I need to keep up dating this thing.
I love you all. :)

stepping on ants always helps with the heartburn

Well hello there, ( I doubt any one is actually reading this) It has been a long time since I have posted. but I am back and better than ever.
do you ever have heart burn? I do, and IT SUCKS. like really bad.
I am working at little Caesars now, and I kinda like it, mainly because my friend jax is there
he is a kewl kid ;)
so I have to work tonight, its the first time I have worked a Friday over there. it will probably be really busy, which I am not exited for, hopefully I can be on sheet outs again. I love doing that.
modest mouse is pretty good, just saying.
OH and the other day I went to Provo to visit Jarett with Ben, we spent the night with Shane, and it was pretty sweet. I still love adventure time. It's such a funny show. I really like the new season of family guy too. its a great one.
any way I think this all I am going to write. I will try to write more.
for my own sanity haha
I dont really think any one will read these but It's fun to think that there might be some one out there who would
I mean there has to be at least one person rite?
well I'll just keep that thought and go on my way
-Spencer Kimball Sullivan