The weather may be hot, but my laptop is hotter.

So My leg is doing better, I went to the doctors yesterday for my first check up after the surgery. Everything is healing the way it should and I am on the rite track for a proper healing.
So Today an old friend of mine came and visited me, Her name is Katie. I have known her for a long time, Since I was in 8th grade. I haven't really talked to her in over a year. But she came by today and dropped of some chocolate chip cookies she made just for me. We talked and caught up with each other for at leas two hours, but ya know what? It didn't even feel that long. It was so nice of her to do that. I am so happy that she came by, it was exactly what I needed. It just proves that there are nice people out their in the world. She is going to Weber State too so I will be able to maybe see her around campus! Speaking of school I start back up this Monday! It's crazy to think that I will be back in school again. I haven't been in school since late April! I am nervous but I will do my best to get the best grades possible. SOOOO I have been building The temple of time on minecraft the last few nights and I am about half way done, It's taking FOREVER.

Well I guess that is about it for today.
-Spencer

Only In My Dreams

Hey guys, Today is Wednesday and I am feeling alright.

I wanted to talk about a dream I had last night. It wasn't really a nightmare but I did feel very uncomfortable when I woke up.

Any way, about this dream. I was walking up the street I live on when I noticed a car full of girls. I normally would have just kept walking but in the passenger side of the car was my EX girl friend Rachel. She had Blonde Highlights in her dark brown hair, which was different because she always had brown hair. she got out of the car as did all of the girls, I guess they were going to some meeting in a house nearby, she was wearing a brown and red dress. I told her that I needed to talk to her. We walked to the other side of the car and I started talking to her. this was the first time I had done so in about four months. After a minute or so of talking we kissed, and immediately we both started fighting with each other because we knew that was a big mistake, I told her that I was going to be getting surgery again on my foot and she just nodded and walked away. 

I woke up rite after and I was breathing heavy. I could smell her. Her perfume and shampoo she always used. which is weird cause I am in my room and I was half asleep. I am not sure what this meant but when I woke up a few hours later I was kind of upset a little because of what I had dreamt. I am not sure what it means but I am trying my best to keep her out of my thoughts today. 

Today Is my dads birthday, He is now 53! I wish I had some money so I could buy him a gift or something. but I will write him a card and go visit him on Sunday. I am trying hard to have a good day. I really wish one of my friends would come visit me. but I guess its the time of the year when every one gets busy. 

Any way I guess that's all I will write about for today. 

Have a good day everyone. 

Broken leg, not a broken heart.

Well hello there.
I am writing pretty late, its fifteen after midnight. But I feel that maybe the night holds the truth of how we are feeling. So that is why I am going to write.

Well what should I say?
Life is changing so much around me it's not even funny any more.
Last week on Monday I broke my leg, Here is the story. I was hiking in the Ogden canyon on 12th street around 10:00 P:M with my buddy Kyle. He wanted to show me a cool cave a few blocks away from the parking lot. So we hiked over to it, It was very dark and hard to see the trail. I used my phone as a makeshift flash light. We got to the cave and I must admit it was very cool! we got inside and hung out for about ten minutes or so. We deiced to head back to the car. About half way back Kyle started walking really fast and got pretty far ahead of me. I was trying to keep up with him, which was a bad Idea because the trail was very sketchy and it was pitch black. Well I was half way back when I stepped on a big groove on the trail and the next thing I knew I was falling down and My leg was behind my body as I hit the ground. I heard a loud snap sound and I was in instant pain. This pain was so intense. I stopped my self from tumbling down the side of the drop and falling into the ice cold river and potentially dying. Kyle turned around and saw me on the ground holding my leg moaning in pain. At the time he didn't think any thing serious had happened, well I couldn't put any weight on my leg with out a sharp intense pain in my ankle.

So because of this I though I had just sprained my ankle. While all of this was happening a couple of Hiker stopped along the way and helped me out, they got my leg in some cold water until Kyle's parents showed up with some crutches, My mom showed shortly after. I had to hop my way out of this dark, scary Trail with a hurt leg. I finally got back to the car and went home. I went to the doctors the next day and got some X-rays, I broke one the bones in my leg completely in half. a clean cut all the way through, it was bad enough for me to have to go get surgery the next day. So since then I have been in a cast and moving around in crutches. I have to be like this for 6 weeks, man this really sucks. It really sucks because I start my Fall semester of College in a week.
So now I have to deal with a broken leg for the first few weeks of school. great, just great.

I am just happy that nothing seriously band happend. I am very blessed.
Any way I have been doing a lot better in these last few weeks. The pain of the breakup is starting to become smaller and smaller. I am so happy I can finally be Independently happy. I am very excited for school to start up again, its been a long time. I know I say this now and a month into school I will be sick of it. haha classic Spencer.

I have started talking to this really cool girl named Abby. She is really awesome, she likes the same music as me and she likes my sense of humor, and she is pretty funny herself. and on top of all that she is very cute. the only problem is she lives on the east coast. :/ haha So I am not sure how to handle all of it, but all I know is that I love talking to her.

Well I think that's about it. Just a big update on what is going on in my life rite now.

love ya guys
-Spencer

weird Wednesday.

So today I am going to tell you a story that happened to me Yesterday, Tuesday.

I woke like any other day, I was feeling pretty good. I took a shower and got dressed for my Dentist Appointment I had later that day. I was just going in for a Gum cleaning, in and out in about forty five minutes. This is when things started to get weird. I finally got in the back where they were going to do the cleaning. I casually asked "So what exactly do you have to do today?"
The Dentist Replied "well we are going to drill down to the nerve of your tooth and crush the nerve."
then I said "wait, that sounds like a root canal."
"Exactly, that's what your getting done today."
Needless to say I was pretty speechless. What I thought was going to be a simple little gum cleaning turned into a  friggin root canal! well it was pretty laid back, I didn't feel a thing but still it really surprised me and I thought it was just weird. Hahaha so that was my Tuesday afternoon

what kind of weird stuff has happened to you in the last week that took you by surprise? comment and let me know!!!

The best of the week #1

I am going to start posting  every Saturday and go over the best things that happened during the week.

 Men in black 3,****SPOILER***** that was one of the funniest movies I have seen in a long time. I loved it. will smith is so funny in that movie. I loved the man who played the younger version of K. It really blew my mind that K actually Raised J from when he was a kid and he knew that he had to join the MIB. ahh it was just a grand move. 

I went to a party that night and met some really cool people and saw a lot of very drunk people

I got to hang out with a very good friend of mine, named Ben. we had a very good talk that lasted for a few hours. it started about us talking about Athiests and ended with us talking about something I shouldnt post about ;) 

I made a new vocal cover this week and it turned out way better than I expected. and I also made a new video for my second channel with my friend Cody. I love making videos with him.

I got my hair cut this week and now I finally dont look like some weird kid, I look like a 16 year old school boy. ha I guess its time for me to grow it back out again. I think I look kinda like Gerald from Hey arnold.

I got payed this week which was nice. 

Oh yeah and I had a very nice talk with one of my best friends named Dani, she is a great person to talk to. she is so understanding and so accpeting of me. I love her, she is so nice and such a good friend. nd way those were the highlights of my week

I am trying to make the best of life. its really hard. but ya know you gotta look for the good in all things

-Spencer

missing

I got my hair cut today, and I feel fly like a G6 ;)
but I am doing a lot better than I have been in a long time. It has been nice moving on from rachel. I have been meeting new people and loving every minute of it. I just need to find a pretty girl to take on a date!
So I am getting close to having 1,000 subscribers on my youtube page. I never thought that it would happen. School starts this fall and I want to go full time, which means that I might have to quite my job. I am not to sure yet. My friend Ben is leaving on his mission at the end of the summer. I will miss him. I am with him right now. he is playing League Of legends and singing Justin timberlake. haha Classic Ben.

Life is becoming more real with every day. I feel like I am really living life. It feels good.
I miss my friends, mitch and preston. they are on their missions.

Any way I guess that is all for now. thanks for reading

Herp a derp derp

I need to go to the dentist. my teeth hurt.
so this week has been the most exiting week I have had in a long long time. I went to st george with my friends for a few days.
I feel my self growing up a little bit more. I really want to move out and live on my own, so I dont have to stay in this house that smells like cats, and so she will actually enjoy coming to visit. I dont blame her for not liking it here, I dont even like it here. I just wanna get in a big blankie and watch How I met your mother with her, she keeps telling me how funny it is, so I need to watch it.
The walking dead season 2 finale is tonight, and I am very very exited.
I only have about a month of school left, but ya know It's gone by very fast!
is it wrong to want to be married? like I really do want to be married and have sex. yupp I want to be able to have sex. TMI, I know but ya

Today I am feeling a little better, I got two letters from my best friends so that is always really good.

-Spencer Sullivan